When I was younger kind of manic episodes where I would just go crazy and hurt myself my shaking and grabbing at my arms until they bled..I can’t remember why i would do that but I remember I would also claw at the doors…and so that kind of progressed to when like sixth-eighth grade I had kind of serious self harm issues. In seventh grade it wasn’t so bad, but I think after that, it got worse since I was haning out with people who would do that too, so I guess I thought it was kinda okay to cut. well not okay, but more accepted and I wouldn’t get judged as much. But then eighth grade it started more and thats when “emo” and all that shit was ‘in’ and I began to hide it more and do it more.. I remember it was really really bad winter of 2009, I had cuts going up from my wrists to the insides of my elbows on both arms. and one day we had to dress up for congress week or something like that and this dumb ass kid saw and I remember he told a bunch of other kids and I never cut that badly on my arms after that. after that was just my thighs and it was pretty bad there, and I don’t thing anyone knows about that. but I would just do it lot on there since no one would see anyways. but all the cutting didn’t stop probably until december 2010…and I’ve never really talked about this with anyoneof my friends cuz I find it very awkward but yeah idk basically what I’m trying to say is that to any of my followers who self harm you can talk to me cuz I’m here always literally
